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I'm so tired of crying,
I'm so tired of loving,
I'm so tired of dying
inside my soul each day.

I'm so tired of hoping,
I'm so tired of dreaming,
I'm so tired of imagining.
It will never be real anyway.

I'm so tired of falling,
I'm so tired of failing,
I'm so tired of walking
when love is so far away.

I'm so tired of wishing,
I'm so tired of searching,
I'm so tired of remembering
those beautiful things you used to say.

I'm so tired of bleeding,
I'm so tired of yearning,
I'm so tired of living
in a world that's grey.

But most of all I'm tired,
of being the person I am,
I'm tired of my mistakes,
I'm tired of my broken heart.

I'm just so tired of being me.
I had my heart broken again...but this time it was my fault.
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CandyHeartSweetness Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm tired of being a fake.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2013
I know how that feels....I often find myself doing things I don't really want to just to be near a certain someone or acting different to make others like me...I'm trying really hard to just be me.
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CandyHeartSweetness Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013  Student General Artist
I do the same things. You know, there's a whole community of people who claim to be alone, when we all have a lot of the same problems. It's nice to know that there's someone out there going through something similar to me. Thanks I needed that. :aww: :hug:
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013
You're welcome C:
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Ze-Awesome-Prussian Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013
:hug: I really like this poem
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013
Thank you :)
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Ze-Awesome-Prussian Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013
you're welcome :)
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Tintinytdj Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're blaming yourself for blaming yourself for doing stuff you do,
and yet you show no incentive to move on/improve.
I don't see acceptance either, just weak passive aggressiveness.

What's the point of this? I'm almost interested.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013
Actually I write poetry about things I'm going through simply so I can move on. It helps to just get out all the dark things so that tomorrow can be a brighter day. I write to vent.

I wrote this a while ago, and I am nearly over that rough patch in my life,and yes at that point I was weak. However, I feel better now.
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Blue-Water-Goddess Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013
Come here sis... you need a sisterly hug!!! *Must learn how to put the hug icon on...*

I feel like this to... everyday... very old broken heart I have, but the way to bandge it up is by haning out with loyal friends... they always know how to make you laugh...

If ... your happy and you know it do the jig!!!
*jigs*
If your happy and you know it do the jig
*jigs*
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013
hahaha thanks :D I don't feel that sad anymore, but it's just weird to look at someone who used to mean the world to me.
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Blue-Water-Goddess Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013
Still... you poor thing
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Auruka-Sunshine Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2013
:hug:
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2013
:)
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worldpeaceismine Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
If you feel happy, you should smile.
If you feel sad, you should smile too.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
:)
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Pinpoint3D Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist
I really know what you mean.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
yeah
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GodOfCoffee Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
maybe i should slice my wrists.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
;n; that's not the rout to go, hun.
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GodOfCoffee Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nobody gives a shit and nothing of value would be lost. it doesnt matter.
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KitKat2604 Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
This is beautiful *-*
You put a lot of emotions in it. I'm sorry that you feel that way :(
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
It's okay. I know it will get better in the end.
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i-t-s-everything Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist
You managed to set the words of how I feel. You took out my words. Thank you. It is beautiful written, in somehow a happy but sad way. Lets stay strong together, and hope we can turn these sentences into positive ones.
Take care.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you, I will try.
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Fallenpeach Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
So beautifully written.. I'm very sorry about what happened to you. It happens to the best of us.. I know it will hurt for a long time but you'll love again. Don't you worry, please stay strong. Don't give up, there are so many people who love you. *Hugs tightly*
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you for your kind words. I know there will be a better time...
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Fallenpeach Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You're very welcome, I know a lot of people say this but if you need anybody to talk to I'm here.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
okay ;u; thanks so much for your kind words.
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Fallenpeach Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
:]
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kaoblaj Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
very beautiful...
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you.
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IxCANxHAZxCOOKIE Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Oh dear. I am so sorry you fee this way. But in a more positive light, you were inspired to create this beauty! :)
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Yeah. Poetry helps me to get out all the feelings I have.
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Moonlightsend Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is so beautiful:heart:
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you :)
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AshandCinders Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Good poem!
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you!
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Gulleko Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that feeling all too well. :(
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Yeah :(
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idrawist Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm going through the same thing at this very moment...
I'm sorry... I know how hard it is...
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Yeah, everyone has their hard times.
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idrawist Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I really hope you can find a way to feel be happy...
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you...
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idrawist Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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aiowa-globetrotter Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Student Writer
I feel exactly the same... Peace.
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you
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aiowa-globetrotter Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Student Writer
You are welcome. Don't give up, we will make it.
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LilRedBird101 Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
*Hug* Don't worry, it must not've been meant to be. And now you know not to do what you did again. Chin up now, and keep pushing forward. :)
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blue-raindrop Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
Thank you four your encouragement :)
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